Work really bit....supposed to be back at my office at 11 am. but was at the hospital for meetings till 5:30. go figure. can't complain though...as long as this boy is getting paid.

Have a ton of presents to put away. Haven't had a chance to do so yet.

Everybody gave us the presents we wanted...then again...we registered...but still...great feeling though. Even got my toys and hulk hands. So that made me super happy.

yesterday...went shopping with sheils. went to toys r us...was real happy because I found the new marvel figures. call me a geek...but i love collecting action figures...but realized that sheila is so the perfect person for me. she doesnt' complain or look down upon me for getting them. she loves me for me...and that's the most that anybody can ask for.

2 nights ago we met with one of our other celebrants...father ray. i have never related so well with a priest before. which was an amazing feeling. had an amazing vibe from him. so happy that sheila chose him to be our other celebrants. but just real happy about that.

hopefully we get our invitations soon...lord knows that we need to get them out real soon.

anyways...that's it for now...going to play with my action figures. ha ha ha ha ha ha

tomorrow is the shower.

Today being the day that I have to shave my head. Clean up a bit and go from there. Anyways...house is fairly clean. it's pretty easy to clean the house right now...especially with not much stuff to have. then again. after tomorrow...we should have a ton of stuff...meaning...that i can return some things and get new ones. YEAH BUDDY!!!!!

haven't checked the registry...not sure why. don't really want to know what people have gotten us...although..that's one of the tools of the registry.

anyways....i need to sleep. have to start eating better again...been eating like crap. not a good thing...not a good thing at all. should get back into the healthy eating again.

go figure.

why do people get promoted when they have no idea as to how to do their job.

that's my question of the week. been dealing with managers all week working on budgets...and ran across one supposed manager who had no idea as to the color of his own left nut.

anyways...glad this week is over. my head has been killing me.

the shower is in a couple of days...that should be real interesting. looking forward to seeing what people got us.

anyways....got our furniture...and the materials for the basement. been a real busy week for delivery people for our house. but it's worth it. definitely can't complain.

my friend al got in trouble at work because he had a co-worker that was calling asians...orientals. so al, pretty much stood up for all asians by defending us. just made me realize how stupid and ignorant some people are and how insensitive they could be to people who are different than them. especially since they are not that nationality...so they feel they have the right to think that their nationality is way better. makes no sense what so ever. just pisses me off sometimes thinking about that.

another question....what do people who have fallen out of love have to do to fall back in love?

(it's not me and sheila)...but it's a question that i'm real curious to see what some answers people can come up with.

I hate when all of your work for hours on end...go up to waste because somebody is using the wrong numbers.

Just wasted so much time. Oh well, part of the job.

Furniture came in this morning. Love it so much. It looks great...it's perfect for the house. that's for sure. Can't have it any better way.
Can't wait to sleep in our new bed. that's going to be so cool. I LOVE MY FURNITURE!!!!!!!!

Don't know why..but i've been having massive headaches recently. can't figure out why.

Everybody saw our engagement photo in the local newspapers this past weekend. Got tons of calls and e-mails about that. Pretty interesting that a ton of people read a paper that I throw away the minute I get it.

Oh well, shower is in a couple of days and I don't think anybody got my games for me. Oh well. I can still get them later on. So it's not a bad thing.

Just want to really, really sleep.

Watched American Idol tonight, was sorely disappointed. Everybody sucked ass and sang off key. Made it look like a retarded glorified karaoke competition.
Sad, but true.

Going to drink some orange juice and take some aleve.

OH yeah...laundry tip....martha stewart style....however, don't know if this works yet. So you don't lose pairs of socks...rubber band them together. I'll let you know how that turns out when my laundry is all finished.

Yesterday was Valentines Day.

Didn't do anything special, we pretty much just hung out did a little shopping. Came home and I cooked dinner.

Pretty simple actually, Fettucine Alfredo and Chicken Cordon Bleu. Very happy with the way they both turned out....especially the alfredo. Used a new method and came out with the best sauce. Which made me happy.

Also watched the All Star Festivities. 3 point competition was alright. peja lost...but it's all good. very good contest.

Slam Dunk contest was alot better than I expected. Thought it wasn't going to be a good contest...but was real surprised.
Chris Andersen actually had a sweet dunk, but the judges were retarded.
Question:WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD NAME MAGIC, KAREEM, JAMAAL WILKES, JAMES WORTHY, AND NORM NIXON as judges? Last year they had the best judges. THEY COULDN'T FUCKING BE IN A DUNK CONTEST...SO WHY WOULD THEY FUCKING JUDGE ONE!!!!!!!

Just bit because the finalists had some nice dunks...with Jason Richardson performing the best dunk in a contest. but what happens...they miss their final dunks. Fred Jones had a couple of good dunks, but not 50 point dunks. BECAUSE THE JUDGES WERE RETARDED.

Real weak ending to a better than expected contest.

Tonight is the All Star game, couple of my boys are coming over to watch it. Sheils and I will be working on the seating arrangements for the shower. Shouldn't be too bad.

Anyways. Just chilling for now.

Watching Assassins right now with Sylvester Stallone, and Antonio Banderas. Antonio Banderas did the biggest overacting job of all time in this movie. THE BIGGEST. just a very slow moving movie.

Of course, have to go back to work tomorrow...who likes that. But should be a quick week. looking forward to the presents we're getting at the shower.

Anyways, People remember this....you never know what you have till it's gone. I almost lost the most important thing in my life. Since we worked it all out, I appreciate her more and more every day.

I can only say it as much, but Sheils I love you with all of my heart. If I can give more, I would.

Today is Valentine's Day.
Thing that i'm happy about is that I have somebody to spend this day with.

But however, I do believe that Valentines day is a fricking waste...mainly because of this reason and this reason only.

You don't need one day to tell somebody how much you love them.
You have to tell them every day and every chance you can possibly get.
Especially because you just never know when that time might not ever happen again.

to all of my friends and to all of my girls.

And to my ONE GIRL....Sheils. I never thought that I could have so many feelings for one person.

I love you all, and remember that all of you will always have a Valentine with me.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYBODY!!!!!

never understand how a THANK YOU...is a good reward for good work. They should give us a free day off.

Anyways, sucks today...bought some milk and i bring it home...what happens. the milk carton is leaking. what the hell is that.

so what do i do. since we bought it quite a distance away. so what we end up doing, put the milk in the 7 up bottle. yeah...that's right. a 7-up bottle. ha ha ha ha ha...that's so ghetto...but it works.

anyways. got wedding stuff this week. meeting with the hall tomorrow then thursday meeting with the dj. that should be interesting.

i'll hit this back later.

had a real interesting weekend.

yesterday was ok...had to work on a saturday...but had a party for jay. he invited all of his friends and some family friends. first time we had a party at our house. wasn't too bad. although our living room (which isn't too big) was really packed of people. it'll be much easier when the basement is finished though.

today was supposed to get materials for the basement, but i postponed it till tomorrow. didn't feel like lifting...would prefer to just relax today. but tomorrow is the day of lifting. we'll see how it all goes.

but ended up getting furniture for my family room, master bedroom, and kitchen...real excited about that. definitely looking forward to getting it on feb 18th. plus we don't have to pay till august 2005. how nice is that.

watching the grammy's...pretty blah. but some things were alright. just hate when they over hype performances.

also started using itunes.com for the first time. doing that pepsi win a free song. real cool to do actually. very easy and i like the fact that you can preview before you download. just means that i have to drink more pepsi. get me some new songs.

ha ha ha ha ha ha h ah aah.

anyways...i'll hit this back in a couple of days.

got to get me some sleep.

it's monday

PATS WIN again. awesome 2nd half...terrible 1st half.

i won in a couple of the squares...but i only won consolations...which bite. was hoping to win a big 1,000 prize...but some money is better than no money. so i pretty much broke even..

looks like this is going to be a long week at work. already stayed late tonight, but we got budget coming up. go figure.

have to work some more on the wedding...really trying to iron out some details on the hall.

OK...WHO SAW JANET'S BOOB....that was awesome...i think it's intentional...most think not....but it came at a perfect part of the song...but a close up of the nipple shows that it's just a boob amulet. something like that. either way...MADE ME HAPPY TO BE A FOOTBALL FAN!!!!!!

i agree though...completely inappropriate with the audience...that's for sure.

ok...2 and half months before the wedding...DAMN...THAT'S COMING UP...glad i started my workout again. hopefully i can lose some weight for the wedding. or at least get more fit.
we'll see.

CONGRATULATE ME....got my blood pressure down. i'm happy and proud of that.

alright...holla at your boy...talk to you later.