This has been a great time.

I got married to my soulmate on April 24th, 2004.

I have to say that the day went amazingly well. I was real nervous and anxious at the ceremony. Was surprised to see how many people were there. From family, to friends, to family friends, to co-workers...just amazing. Father Ray did an amazing job with the ceremony. His homily was great and extremely personal.
The pictures will hopefully turn out well....was laughing at how everybody loved how our photographer looked. Told everybody that she was going to be hot. Did they believe me? Nope...not until the saw her for themselves.
Reception was a huge reunion. thought it was going to be extremely overwhelming seeing everybody. It was great to see and be able to spend time with people. Definitely can't complain about it. It was just real cool to see how it all went. Loved seeing and dancing with our friends...got to see my sister and my cousin john get really really drunk. awesome.

but it was great. will never forget it.

i cried at the ceremony...from the first moment the bridesmaids walked in...to the first time i saw my bride. I have never seen anything so beautiful in my entire life. It really did bring many tears to my eyes. It was a realization to something that i've known for many years...that she's perfect.

the last couple of days have been real good. just us being married and hanging with our relatives that are still in town. real fun...but also real busy. we really need a moment to ourselves. but at the same time...we'll have many moments like that.

just not happy that i've been fighting this sore throat for the last couple of weeks. just really trying hard to get it better...but i guess it will take time. the wedding took alot out of it. did alot of screaming...that's for sure.

on an ending note...would love to thank everybody. from my groomsmen for being my boys and my support from the days when we were all pretty much born. to my bridesmaids....who are all important in my life. to my bride...who is my best friend, and my lover. wh oloves me unconditionally...without asking me to change. she loves me for me...and she appreciates it. i am the best person that i can be when she is with me. she is easily my heart and pure soul.

i say this everyday...but i mean it more and more. I love you with all my heart sheils...and i will keep giving that and giving more and more every day.

One more day till the wedding.

Life is so hectic right now. Not a good thing.

Just way too many things to do. Definitely not a good thing. either way...this day should pan out. i just need to take a nap sometime. really tough right now. but we'll see.

anyways...one more day till i marry the person i am meant to spend the rest of my life with. I will never be unhappy....never be alone.

if sheils reads this....I LOVE YOU BABY...CAN'T WAIT TO BE YOUR HUSBAND!!!!!

ok

5 more days till the wedding. can't wait real busy...extremely overwhelmed.

CALGON TAKE ME AWAY.

just too much to do from all different angles. wasn't fair to sheils. so i'm not happy about that. have to learn to just deal and not be a bastard about it.

had a fun weekend. balled for 4 hours on saturday....real cool. sore now...but worth it, part of my 2nd bachelor party. props to my bro for his cooking. great food.
maria came home yesterday morning...that was real cool to hear and see her. had dinner with her family. if there's another family that you ever feel like they're your own. THAT'S DEFINITELY ONE OF THEM.

anyways...2 more days of work before time off for the wedding. going to bed.

I have an officially 9 more days till the wedding.

I can't wait for the day. All i know is that Sheila is definitely the one for me...and can't wait till that day comes and it's official.

2 more days till my next bachelor party. i know i know...a little overkill. the best thing about it is the fact that it's more of a hang out type bachelor party. just playing ball and hanging out. should be cool. thing that sucks is that we haven't played since january 1st. so we know that the first couple of weeks is going to be real weak.

one more day till the weekend. want to hang out. and sleep in.

to my friends that are having problems right now. just stick your head up..and realize that each day takes a shape of its own. what might ruin one day..might be cleared up the next day. if you ever need anybody girl. we're always here for you. you know who you are. luv ya baby.

2 more weeks for the wedding.....can't believe how time has flown.

This is the holy weekend. i'm just happy that i get to sleep in.
still have a few wedding things to do. which kinda bites. but it'll be done real soon. next week we have our joint bachelor and bachelorette party. kinda cool actually...get to play ball, then hang out at gameworks...while the girls go bowling..and meet us up at gameworks.

it's different...but similar. looking forward to it.

been playing with my new pda. that's why my last blog looked so jacked. no spaces. but i love it. just trying to find the right case. thought i got a good one from ebay. wasn't as good as i was hoping. although i got the fastest ebay delivery ever. ordered it off of ebay last saturday. got to my house on wednesday. how weird was that.

anyways...wasn't as good as i was hoping. so i ordered another case from the UK...almost the same except works a little better.

if you want to know which pda i got....SONY CLIE TH55. check it out if you didn't know.

oh yeah..sheils got her 20 GB IPod, didn't know how amazing that thing is. but she's loving it. which is good.

if you didn't know...THESE ARE OUR WEDDING GIFTS TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!

well, that's all for now.

HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY.

one more week till maria comes in. can't wait to see her and rhandy again. got my australian ballin buddy back. as well as my lashish homey.

G'NIGHT....talk to you all later.

oh yeah...maria got me into the friendster thing. it's different. she's right...a pure popularity contest. but fun to see how things are with it. what pics people put in there. just happy that my niece's pic is in there. she's too cute. light of the family right now.

hey everybody. Things have been ok, been having a real busy weekend. had mr bachelor night out last night. had a real good time, pretty much just hanging out with the guys. Had 4 lap dances from 2girls. We were in the VIP Section of the Million Dollar Saloon. Hardly any of the girls showed up to our area. But cool nonetheless. Also liked hanging @ Pegasus afterward. I'm writing this on my new PDA. Loving it. wedding is in 20 days. CAN'T WAIT FOR IT...... should be real cool. i'll write again from the PC in a minute. Just testing out the PDA BABY.